So on the 27/6 my due date will come and go and I am wondering what to do to acknowledge and celebrate this day in a way that might help bring me closure.
Lately the grief and sadness about this miscarriage is consuming me and keeps surfacing no matter how hard I try to do other things and keep busy. The shrink I’ve seen is fucking useless! She’s a 100 years old, can’t hear properly & doesn’t remember each time I visit – so she’s fired as of yesterday.
I’ve found a medium/reiki/grief councillor that I am going to in July and hopefully nurture myself a bit. I’m looking fwd to that. She completely understood what I needed and hopefully this will help. I need the Angels help right now.🌟🌟🌟🌟
There’s Over 6 years of thinking about/doing/operations/cycle days/injections/babies/highs/lows to come to a close. I know I am a strong person, I can do this but wow harder than I thought to get my head around everything. Must keep going……I can beat this underlying sadness… I can accept my new path and learn to live with it.
If anyone has any nice ideas for celebrating Abby, feel free to share ☺️🌟💐