I’m numb, havent cried yet? I can’t , it just won’t come out. I don’t know when it will hit me, but I know I’m so disappointed with the end result from lucky no.5. Turns out she wasn’t so lucky after all. A big fat fucking negative 😦
That’s it now, we are done. We are emotionally and financially finished. I have a beautiful miracle nearly 4 year old – who I don’t take for granted ever. He gets told everyday how lucky I feel to have him.
I just hope he is not lonely like I was as a kid, I just have to make sure he has the best life I can possibly give him.
I will still keep an eye on all you girls and your journeys as I cannot thank you all enough for your support during this horrid and emotional rollercoaster journey while I’ve been “typing it out”.
Praying for you all to get your beautiful babies, never give up on your dream 🙏🏻🌺🌟⭐️ xxx 👧🏻