The unknown is so bloody frustrating. Been keeping busy with a bit of work and resting on the couch with trashy tv when I can.
Being my last chance ever to do this, I’m certainly feeling a fuckload of emotions and doing my best to power through with every ounce of my being.
I asked hubby if he had a “plan” for me if this doesn’t work ?? He said yes. I’m happy with that. I have no idea how I will respond if we are unsuccessful 😔 ….I’m hoping I’m the opposite, but struggling to keep positive right at this point.
I’m 60% 40% that it’s worked… Which is still good …so scared to hope but not going to stop hoping! Might spray some no.5 for a bit of luck while I’m feeling despondent today.
As my once idol Axl Rose used to say …
Said, woman, take it slow
It’ll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience…🙏🏻